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what i dont know right now is which is louder , the music or my heartbeat

the nights not that dark
the chill , its makes me shrug
we’ve flown far apart
ur thought seduces me like a drug

i smile while looking away
and turn my gaze to the ground
its still way too cold
without the love i once found

but i gotta move on, just the way i once did
this is a choice, just the way i chose
go on through with life left behind
hands trembling after killing a beautiful rose

i will lie down again
before i sit before you
give in myself this time
to your soul so true

the wait is long as you know
i cant kill the time if i wanted to
i made a choice in this life
if i die it wont be enough to get to you

i can only think, cant feel
i can only wish it was not real
one will changed it all, the way it stands before me
its blowing the wind again, its getting hard to see

i pray now, like a beleiver turned athiest
it swings too high for me to reach
i left you for a life i still just see
you left me for a life too far for me to be