My creative server ain’t workin’
Been trying to freeze on a satisfactory design for my ‘other’ website, www.navjotpawera.com, but seems i’m pinging the wrong server.So, what do you do when you cant seem to get past the blank sheet ?
In order to see if there is a work-around, I’ve noted down some mood swings i go through during this phase:
- utterly low self confidence
- absolutely no ability to make choices (can’t decide between writing slapstick or quirky :P)
- frantic search for alternatives to EVERYTHING (something else to listen to, something else to write about, something else to DO!)
- no realisation of wastage of time (well … its 2:25am .. for gods sake !!)
- desperation … pure, wild, insane desperation to get something done.
Ok, so now … I tried doing these:
- Look at sources of inspiration (websites in this case)
- Do stuff to make me feel good (search google for “navjotpawera”, and felt happy at the 10 results it showed)
- Tried to sleep (cant manage to fall asleep)
But nothing worked, so I went out, took my camera along, and clicked some pics …

(wallpaper version)
I think these turned out pretty neat … was impressed with the camera myself .
Now this did not give me any ideas .. I’m still stuck with the blank sheet … but I think I can go to sleep now .. its 2:54am now … I better try


… self comment … !
just went to the kitchen … party leftovers … made a drink …
1 part Blue Curacao
1 part Triple Sec
Juice of 1 lemon
Pinch of salt
Loads of Ice
Water
Kickass drink … wud’ve been better with soda though …
3:11am … I HAVE to sleep now